i feel so crappy. i started off with a great day. went to the park with romany, had a nice walk and everything. got home and i was rather disapointed i hadn't tanned but i was glad i hadn't burnt. then a couple of hours later i realised that i my sunburn had actually come out. so now its stinging like a mother bitch. but thats the least of my problems. my real mum, michelle just told me that her long term boyfriend martin has dumped her. it's really upset me, what happened to the plans he'd made? i thought he truly loved her and would never hurt her. but he just kicked her out and now she's living on her own some place. i can't bear to see her like this, i want her to move in with me. but i know she won't do it with the past and all. i really hate martin, like really hate him. why would he hurt her like this? i know i'm no where near mature enough to understand this stuff but i just dont get how someone can fall out of love. they must not've loved them in the first place. he told me he loved her, than he would never hurt her. he fucking lied to me. why? why can't he try? what happened to my baby brother or sister? goddddd i hate him.