New layout!

No picture for you to see today, but a whole new layout. Ooohh, spunky yes? As per usual, I've filled another survey in so read ahead. So today I had such a fun day. Romany had slept at mine the night before and in the morning we met up with Miriam and Anna and walked up to Tom's house and we all sat in his bedroom. We watched Billy Elliot and The Others and me + Anna got into Tom's bed and put on his pyjamas. He got rather annoyed with us so I went to the loo and came back with a showercap on my head and all my hair tucked back so i looked bald. Good day tbh.

01.) My Name: Leah
02.) Middle Name:: Rose Frances
03.) DOB:: 20.12.94
04.) Age:: 14
05.) Location:: Leeds
06.) Eye Color:: Blue
07.) Hair Color:: Red
08.) Hair Length:: Middley
09.) Height:: 5'5?
10.) Shoe Size:: 6
11.) Glasses or Contacts:: Neither
12.) Braces:: Nope
13.) Single or Taken:: Single
14.) Bad Habits:: Biting nails, paranoia
15.) Fears:: Death, the dark, other stuff
16.) Screen Name:: leah

::_**_:: School ::_**_::
17.) Where Do You Go to School:: Horsforth
18.) Whats Your School Mascot:: Dont have one
19.) Whats Your School Colors:: Black, white + green?
20.) Whats Your Favorite Subject:: English
21.) Whos Your Favorite Teacher:: Mr Mason or Mr Caden
22.) What Do They Teach:: History + Science
23.) Who Sits Next to You In Math Class:: Lucie

::_**_:: Love Life ::_**_::
24.) Do You Have a Boyfriend/ Girlfriend:: Nope
25.) If So, Whats There Name: N/A
26.) If So, How Long Have You Been Together:: N/A
27.) Do You Have a Crush:: Yes
28.) Do They Know:: They used to, they might think i dont anymore
29.) Have You Ever Broken Someones Heart:: Probs not
30.) Have You Ever Had Your Heart Broken:: Not really

::_**_:: Favorites ::_**_::
31.) Animal:: Koala
32.) Color:: Black
33.) Person:: Grandad
34.) Subject:: English
35.) Season:: Winter
36.) Holiday:: Xmas
37.) Hobby:: Writing
38.) Sport:: Rounders
39.) Feeling:: Excitement
40.) Saying:: Quit yo jibba jabba
41.) Word:: Flabbergasted
42.) Month:: December
43.) Clothing:: Pretty dresses
44.) Jewelry:: Charm bracelets
45.) Food:: Noodles or mars delights
46.) Snack:: Mars delights

::_**_:: Friends ::_**_::
47.) Best:: Don't have one
48.) Daringest:: Beth Rowley
49.) Funniest:: Romany Perkins
50.) Tallest:: Sarah Quinlan
51.) Shortest:: Suzie Lau
52.) Loudest:: Beth Rowley
53.) Shyest:: Joanna Parsons
54.) Smartest:: Suzie Lau
55.) Blondest:: Rose Harding
56.) Craziest:: Jess Sibbitt
57.) Nicest:: Hannah Martin
58.) Sweetest:: Lucie Lewis
59.) Weirdest:: Hattie Wray
60.) Flirtest:: Rohan Elliot

::_**_:: Have You Ever ::_**_::
61.) Had a Wish Come True:: Not that i know of
62.) Had a Dream Come True:: Nope
63.) Broken a Body Part:: Toe
64.) Fallin in Love:: I might've, ask my heart
65.) Done Something You Regret:: Nope
66.) Tripped and Fell in Public:: Yes
67.) Sang in Public:: So many times
68.) Cryed in Public:: Yes
69.) Kissed Someone Besides Family:: Obviously
70.) Been in a Car Crash:: Kinda

::_**_:: The Last ::_**_::
71.) Thing You Did Before Getting on the Computer:: Tidied my room
72.) Person You Yelled at:: My dog
73.) Person You Hugged:: Anna
74.) Person You IMed:: Suzie
75.) Time You Cleaned Your Room:: Today
76.) Song You were Listening to:: Laura - Scissor sisters
77.) TV Show You Watched:: Emmerdale
78.) Movie You Watched:: The others
79.) Time You went to the Movies:: Monday
80.) Time You Cryed: Tuesday
81.) You Took a Shower::

::_**_:: This OR That ::_**_::
82.) Coke OR Pepsi:: Pepsi
83.) Tall OR Short:: Tall
84.) Flowers OR Candy:: Candy
85.) Math OR English:: English
86.) Blink 182 OR Sugarcult:: Sugarcult
87.) Mickey OR Minnie:: Minnie
88.) Middle School OR High School:: High school
89.) Boyfriend OR Girlfriend:: Boyfriend
90.) Single OR Taken:: Taken

::_**_:: Word Association ::_**_::
91.) bead:: pandora
92.) bed:: sleepy
93.) sexy:: me
94.) phone:: music
95.) tough:: mr t
96.) neato:: mum
97.) leather:: sofa
98.) weird:: odd
99.) so:: sick of love songggsss (8)
100.) easy:: hard
101.) test:: pregnancy
102.) nerd:: school play
103.) falling:: cliff
104.) air:: breeze
105.) hot:: air balloon

::_**_:: Random ::_**_::
106.) do u sleep with a stuff animal:: yes
107.) do u like snowballs:: the chocolate things, the alcohol drink, or real snow balls? coz yes. no. yes
108.) are u in school:: yes
109.) do u like to swim:: no no no
110.) are u funny:: people say i am
111.) wut do u think of water:: its okk
112.) are u a blonde at heart:: no
113.) have u ever been to maryland:: no
114.) have u seen chasing liberty:: yess, its so cute. and how fit is matthew goode?!
115.) are u happy this survey is over:: no, i was really fond of it.

30 songs

Guten Tag! So it's been raining today, doesn't that suck? I've just been stuck in all day, watching movies and stuff. I've watched The Prince and Me today and I now want to watch a proper sad film that I've not seen before. Not sure what. I'll report back to you on what I watched, and the rating later on. For the meantime, you may read my music shuffle thingy that I did. It's really fun to do, copy + paste it if you like.

Put your ipod or music player on shuffle, then the first 30 songs that come up you have to write the title and what it reminds you of. Simple. No cheating, if you don't have an explanation just say so.

1. My love - Westlife
[ When I went to Broadgate and we all useda sing this alot. Someone sang it at the talent show, it was ace ]

2. Fairies wear boots - Black sabbath
[ When me and Alex were calling Jack Garford, Jack the stripper ]

3. Stop the cavalry - Jona lewie
[ No idea why, but sitting next to Jess in history when we had Miss Smart. I must've been singing it or something ]

4. Don't stop till you get enough - Michael Jackson
[ When me, Miriam & Romany were at the park laid on the humps ]

5. Going down - Florence and the machine and Kid Harpoon
[ Day after me & Miram had slept at Hatties, when we were at the park ]

6. Wanna be starting something - Michael Jackson
[ Singing it with Dom at Hatties ]

7. You and me - Lifehouse
[ Romany and Tom, Romany says it reminds her of him. I think it's sooo cute ]

8. Thriller - Michael Jackson
[ Watching it with Luke, at his concert dvds ]

9. Cheating on you - Franz Ferdinand
[ Nothing really, but a bit of Tommy ]

10. Stan - Eminem & Dido
[ Being younger, Annemarie loved this song ]

11. One step at a time - Jordin Sparks
[ A rainy day when I went to the park with Lucie, Dom, Will, Hoppy, Sarah, Natalia etc. Then me, Sarah & Natalia went back to Sarah's and ate marshmallows and trapped a spider in a glass ]

12. Alfie - Lily Allen
[ Driving on the motorway to Cornwall, with Mum laughing at the lyrics ]

13. All American girl - Carrie Underwood
[ Telling Suzi about how cute the lyrics are, when it was like 3am ]

14. Your song - Elton John
[ It's my song for Suz, but also I remember at Kim's bday party, me + Beth were laughing at the old men singing it ]

15. Accidentally in love - Counting crows
[ Shrek, gotta love it ]

16. Animals - Nickelback
[ Me and Hattie screaming it in the car one the way to Mcdonalds ]

17. Dancing Queen - Mamma mia cast
[ Laughing at the beginning of it, when I went to see it in the cinemas ]

18. Oh my god - Lily Allen
[ When she sung it on FNP, god I miss that show ]

19. Don't trust me - 3OH!3
[ At Imi's party on the stairs and I honestly can't remember why ]

20. Crazy little thing called love - Queen
[ Singing it on singstar with Dom ]

21. Wordplay - Jason Mraz
[ Being happy, on sunny days ]

22. Atomic - Blondie
[ Listening to it when Michelle took me out for a meal one day ]

23. No you girls - Franz Ferdinand
[ Going out with Tommy basicly ]

24. Good morning Baltimore - Hairspray cast
[ When we watched it in German in year 8, sitting on the floor with Imi then she goes "omg fat girl" ]

25. Lipstick - Alesha Dixon
[ Joe. I think it's obvious ]

26. Big city dreams - Never shout never
[ Making my scrapbook ]

27. Beautiful mess - Jason Mraz
[ Thinking of Lucie when she was upset ]

28. Little Joanna - McFly
[ Quite obvious. Singing it to Joanna ]

29. Pride - U2
[ Singing it in the car with dad ]

30. Whatever it takes - Lifehouse
[ Tom. He was sending me songs that he likes, and I fell in love with this song ]

Mememe

Sorry for the random photo of a merry go round, it's so pretty though. It has some relevance to my thoughts lately actually. I'm going to Flamingo Land in eight days. I'm very excited, can't wait. Me and Hattie are going to go on loads of rides, and go mental. By the way, today was the last day of year nine. Whoopee. I'm going to miss it though, and I'll miss some people in these holidays. But I'm looking forward to the nice sunny days, trips out, sleepovers, duvet lazy days, icecreams & shiz. I'm going to shut up now, and do what i came here to do which was write a list of like 100 things about me. So here goes...

1. i'm 14 years old, 15 on 20th december
2. i hate sharing my birthday with Holly, no offence to her
3. i'm not a girl, not yet a woman reminds me of broadgate so much
4. i eat alot of noodles, mars delights, transformer snacks, bananas & tuna sandwiches
5. i can't wait for london 09
6. i love my scrapbook, its one of my prized possessions
7. i currently have 5 bracelets on my arm, each have a meaning
8. my pink chinese one is what my mum got me when i did well in year 6 sats, a band that says harriet that hats made me wear when we were closer, a heart chain thingy that my sister gave me, a beaded one that katy got me from africa, and a beaded one from shared earth that i got with romany + miriam
9. today my vegasean pearls snapped, i almost cried. but i'm trying to get them fixed
10. i desperately want a charm bracelet, like pandora.
11. i also want la roux's album
12. i don't really like my name
13. i love singstar even though i suck at it
14. mr caden will always cheer me up, fact
15. i take the piss, alot
16. my music tastes very wide
17. i laughed my ass off at the exorcist
18. but sixth sense kinda scares me
19. i want a tattoo of swallows on my inside wrist. and 3 stars on my hipbone or my neck
20. i want my ear piercing again, just above where i already have it
21. i don't really like drinking
22. i obsess over energy drinks, mum bans them though.
23. theres a ban on red bull, red rooster, boost, emerge and relentless. but i can still drink lucozade
24. i like warm days, but not too hot.
25. i burn pretty easily
26. i like songs that have memories attached to them
27. i useda like hey there delilah, but it annoys me coz beth gresty sung it loudly at like 6am
28. i want to dye my hair orange for summer
29. i have mega crushes on the older male celebrities like hugh laurie + colin firth
30. i'm not a girl that obsesses over zac efron, the jo bros, eoghan quigg + george sampson
31. i always do stuff to be different
32. annies been my fave film for yonks
33. i don't have a best friend and to be frank i don't want or need one
34. i hate when people say their idols are lindsay lohan, britney, pete doherty etc. so they wanna be trainwrecks?
35. my dads music's so much better than what's in the charts
36. mika makes me happy
37. i hate all phones and that makes me sound so old fashioned
38. i hate people who text me if we're both on msn
39. i loose faith in boys alot, i just stop having any faith in any lads tbh
40. i eat meat but without it i'd honestly pass out like once a week
41. my fave smells are bonfires, nail polish, petrol, dove soap and bread
42. i have a few fave perfumes such as 60s mod, charlie red, curious, elegance and red door
43. i don't like cheesecake
44. i love candles but i feel like i've ruined it as soon as i light it
45. i don't feel like the people i love, love me as much as i do them
46. i want a romance like allie + noah in the notebook
47. i like sleeping, but i dont get enough
48. i wear too much makeup, its pretty bad
49. my strength is literature but apparently i'm stuck up about it
50. i honestly don't think i am
51. i've taken drama, health + social and german for year 10 + 11 options
52. and i'm taking german, english and pyscology for A level
53. i want to be a psycologist when i'm older, but i'll have to learn how to spell it
54. i like irish accents, they're so jolly
55. but i get scared if irish people yell
56. i wrinkle my nose when i'm happy
57. my smile looks a bit fake, but i promise it is genuine
58. i honestly don't know who i am sometimes
59. i've never had a proper boyfriend like some of my friends have
60. i've loved the same boy for almost 3 years
61. i wish i lived with michelle part time, and with pat the rest
62. it upsets me that my life isn't normal like anyone elses
63. black always was my favourite colour but i'm not too sure anymore
64. i miss the days when i played with barbies and shiz
65. i still love disney
66. as much as they annoy me, i think i love my family more than anyone else
67. michelle is like my best friend, big sister and mum at the same time
68. i love going to the pub/restaurant near millenium square, i always get cottage pies from there. yumyum
69. i laugh at this number because i'm immature
70. i hate popcorn
71. i have the unhealthiest starbucks ever tbh
72. i get a cappuchino with shitloads of chocolate dusting, and 3 sweeteners. it tastes like heaven, ask miriam
73. hattie's mum makes the nicest toast ever, no lie
74. i love my pets, but my hamster gets on my tits
75. i laugh alot, apparently i'm intimidating because of this. i don't get it though
76. i feel pressured because my friends are smarter than me
77. i'm genetically programmed to sing well. however, i can't and i'm not just being modest
78. if i look upset, hug me it'll always make me happier
79. i love eminem, he's so honest. he doesn't hold shit back or lie and i respect that
80. i think i've watched every episode of friends
81. and 8 simple rules for that matter
82. i read my mums magazines for the true stories, they're so interesting
83. i really like pizza hut. the pizzas so yummy and icecream factory rocks
84. i like to watch dog the bounty hunter
85. i apparently have a mens/boys sense of humour
86. i hate homophobes
87. i have alot of late nights. like now, its 20 to 1 in the morning
88. my grandad is my favourite person
89. i broke my toe because i slipped down stairs. it freakin killed
90. i still have teddies on my bed, and i sometimes do snuggle up to them when i'm ill or upset
91. theres a nintendo mushroom from michelle, a love monster from rose, a koala from grandma m and a little bear from kirsty.
92. the bear from kirsty is the one i need when i'm upset or ill, i cry into it alot
93. i want to live in germany for a year or two
94. i wish my friends still went on bebo.
95. facebook bores me and myspace confuses me
96. i'm going to go on blogspot alot more now
97. i say that alot and never do, but i will try to now
98. i need a to-do list this summer, i'll write it tomorrow
99. i love kisses, and i kiss alot of people on the cheek
100. i hold hands with alot of people but it never usually means anything more than a friendship

i feel so crappy. i started off with a great day. went to the park with romany, had a nice walk and everything. got home and i was rather disapointed i hadn't tanned but i was glad i hadn't burnt. then a couple of hours later i realised that i my sunburn had actually come out. so now its stinging like a mother bitch. but thats the least of my problems. my real mum, michelle just told me that her long term boyfriend martin has dumped her. it's really upset me, what happened to the plans he'd made? i thought he truly loved her and would never hurt her. but he just kicked her out and now she's living on her own some place. i can't bear to see her like this, i want her to move in with me. but i know she won't do it with the past and all. i really hate martin, like really hate him. why would he hurt her like this? i know i'm no where near mature enough to understand this stuff but i just dont get how someone can fall out of love. they must not've loved them in the first place. he told me he loved her, than he would never hurt her. he fucking lied to me. why? why can't he try? what happened to my baby brother or sister? goddddd i hate him.

Hey there! It's 11:14 and I'm getting ready for the day ahead. I'm about to dry my hair, pop on some clothes & cake on the makeup. Uhhh, I really cba. The only reason I'm doing this is because I'm sleeping at Romany's house tonight. Otherwise I really wouldn't bother. Mum keeps nagging me about getting ready, getting off the goddamn laptop but I need to write this. I'm so thirsty and I've uncovered a new found love for Cute is what we aim for. They're pretty funky tbh, have a listen on youtube or something. Risque + Curse of the curves are best methinks. Anyway I'm going to go, busy day ahead right. Thankyou diary, thankyou for listening.

Cute huh? Stumbled across it earlier and I thought it was so sweet. Oh gosh my days not been too great. Slight friendship hiccup, I'm ill & now I cant sleep. I tried earlier but I just can't. So I'm just laid in bed, listening to my music and I keep sneezing. I'm going to try to go back to sleep soon, and if i don't then I'll have to take a sleeping pill or something because I have to be up at 10am. I've realised just how much some lyrics have in common with my life right now. I listened to perfect - simple plan and it made me realise that I'm not alone with how I feel. It goes;

"Nothings gonna change the things that you said. Nothings gonna make this right again. Please don't turn your back. I can't believe, it's hard just to talk to you. But you don't understand, cause we lost it all. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry, I can't be perfect Now it just too late and we can't go back. I'm sorry, I can't be perfect."

Okay I'm going to go now, I'm so very tired. Can't wait for the morning, I'm sleeping at Romany's. Thank you diary, thank you for listening.

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how do you pronounce your name? lee - ahh
what is your age backwards? 41
how do you feel today? general

friendship:
what friend do you tell EVERYTHING to? hannah
who makes the most jokes? all of us tbh
who do you talk to the most in person? hattie or beth r

favourites:
chocolate: creme egg
color: black
shoe brand: whatever
website: bebo or facebook
theme park: flamingo land
instrument: don't play any, but piano
song: show must go on - queen

miss:
what year do you miss the most? year eight
who’s the first friend that comes to your mind that you miss? alex
what else do you miss? khan, tommy, vicky, laura, hannah...

lies:
ever signed up for those online dating sites? no, wierdo
ever lied about your age? yes
to impress someone? probs
to freeload? what?
ever used someone? yes

this or that:
crunchie or kitkatt: kitkat
myspace or facebook: facebook
flowers or chocolate: chocolate
watch the news or historical shows: historical shows
white chocolate or dark: white, yummy

random:
what color are your shoes? i'm not wearing shoes, or socks
what was the last theme park you’ve been to? flamingo land
what mood are you in right now? tired & a bit pissed off
who slept round your house last? hats
who was the last person added on your bebo: not sure
who was the last person deleted on your bebo: i've never deleted anybody
who did you last hang out with? romany, anna, hattie, miriam, hollymae, dom, will, elliot, johnny, myers, lucie, jamie, molly ct, ryan...


best:
friend: hattie & romany
vacation: none
memory: summer 08

last:
person you saw: mum
talked to on the phone: anna
messaged over bebo: tommy
IMed: hollymae

today:
what are you doing right now: listening to i want it all - queen, and filling in this
wearing? pjs
better than yesterday? in some ways yes, in some ways no.
did you see the person you like? only on msn
what’s the weather? its very dark now. but it was pretty dull earlier too
what’s bothering you right now? i wanna see tommy!
what is in your wallet? nothing
wallpaper on your computer’s desktop? starbucks mugs
next time you will kiss someone? depends when i can next see tommy
where was your default picture taken? my room
life: its pretty good
house: too small, in a stupid place
doing this weekend? town with laura, then sleeping at beths for her mums party
wearing this weeekend? my blue dress i think. and whatever shoes i buy in town
if you could have one thing right now what would it be? tommy
listening to? princes of the universe
what do you smell like? charlie red
eating? nothing
on your bed, what is your favorite thing to do? sleep
do you believe in a soulmate? i think so. i think friends are like soulmates too
what do you wear to bed? pj's obv. sometimes just undies in very hot summer
do you remember your dreams? quite a bit
do you burn easily in the sun? quite a bit yeah
what’s something you wish you could understand better? boys
what did you do last weekend? parkdays + ate chocolate for easter
who do you miss? i've said this already...
who is the last girl you hugged? annemarie
who is the last boy you hugged? dom i think
who was the last person you went somewhere with? dad
have you kissed anyone on your top friends? i think this is meant for bebo. and yeah i've kissed 5 of them. all girls i'm afraid, but it was a joke
last time you ate a home grown tomato? very very long time ago. in ionas garden in like year one. it wasn't ready yet so it wasn't nice
what was the last thing you drank? milk
do you like someone right now? yes :)
what do you wear more, slacks, jeans, or sweatpants? jeans obv
what is the last movie you watched? mamma mia
name 3 drinks you regularly drink? milk, dr pepper, orange juice
what are you excited about? town + beths this weekend
do you want someone you can’t have? not really. wanna be friends with someone who doesn't seem to care